January 2010
“You do care,’ said Dumbledore. He had not flinched or made a single move to stop Harry demolishing his office. His expression was calm, almost detached. ‘You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.’
“—Harry Potter
gym!
so today savannah and i went to the gym! crazy i know! lol
well we did the bikethingy and then i swam laps in my speedo ;] (rawr) then the sana and that was it. it felt sooooooooo good lol
our plan is to go every week :D
hope we stick to it lol
Savannah.
you sexy you fine ;]
try
i am trying! you dont see this one bit! you cant blame it all on me! god! i want to write so much on here but you wouldnt even read a little pice of it! just like all the other ones ive done! you are blind.
ill be waiting....
……… no matter how long it takes
no matter what i have to go through
no matter what you do
no matter how much i cry for you
no matter how much we hate each other for the few hours
no matter how much it scares me to be in love
ill be close and waiting.
sleep is an old friend who never calls.
Something.
A boy didnt care for somthing as much as he should have, a few days after he lost that something he realized that it was the most important something he had to live for. That something made him happy, felt loved, warm, alive, free, and complete. Now with out that something he feels stuck, alone, dead, irritated, sad, in complete, thrashed, troubled, dead. He wants it back like it was, but that...
humm
girl- “your amazingly insightful. reading your profile was just wow…i knew you were deep into your feelings and writing but it really stands out. more now i think.”
ummm thanks
im not happy.
im really not and its starting to get to me.
wtf
Age.
“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.”
Inside me.
Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year. No man has learned anything rightly, until he knows that every day is Doomsday.
lie
you say i need to stop lying
i stopped a long time ago.
you just dont want to hear the truth.
Everyone says you should forget about me, i don’t deserve you. They’re right. No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.
im sorry even if you dont care.
When My Mind is Still
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart, I remember things too easily forgotten: The purity of early love, The maturity of unselfish love that asks — desires — nothing but another’s good, The idealism that has persisted through all the tempest of life.
When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart, I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace,...